its all a beautiful blur











{Wednesday, June 29} 05.06.29
Its official, Canada has now legalized same-sex marriage. I love this country :)

I also believe that the wingnuts people who oppose the bill should really reevaluate their priorities.


{Tuesday, June 28} 05.06.28
So... Saturday was really fun. I looked smokin hot, and Janice looked really good too. The new bar was kind of blah. It was really small for a bar, and had no real dance floor. Honestly, you were dancing with amongst the band. There's no need of that. The drinks were the same price as everywhere else, cover was expensive ($5, and they dont even stamp you), and they did not have a very good selection of bottled coolers.

We probably got there a little before midnight and it was basically empty, the band wasnt even playing. I had one drink, Janice had two and then we walked down to the usual haunt and got up and danced to the crappy band. We even headbanged to their version of Gel by Collective Soul.

So after we closed that bar we walked back up to the new one (which has a different liquor licence, therefore can stay open later) and it was PACKED! Waaay too many people to be comfortable. We made it as far as the bathroom and turned around and left again. We headed back into town because Janice's boyfriend was parked at Tim Horton's and was out talking to other guys who were there (its a small town, its the thing to do) and we hung out there until around 3:30pm or later. Then the three of us headed into Sydney to go to Jasper's and ate. I had poutine and it was good. Im not big on poutine, but I was drunk and it hit the spot. I got home at 5:40am.

Like I said, a good time.

I started my new hours (9:00am-8:00pm) yesterday, and as soon as I walked I was handed the papers for a new shift bid, which we had today. My seniority was 32 out of 140-something which was really good. They didnt have any steady 10hr shifts left with my days off and decent hours (I refuse to work until 2am when I can get a better shift). I took a shift that has Friday and Saturday off, and starts at 8:30am with different end times. Two days out of the week Im there until 7:30pm, and the other 3 days Im there no later than 4pm. It'll work out for the summer. I'll be able to hit the beach or whatever five out of seven days, and the other two days Im still out early enough to meet up with people and go out or do something, or even stay home and eat supper with my family. I'll need to get used to having to get up at 6:30am to get ready. Speaking of which, I have to get up at 7:00am tomorrow. This equals bedtime.


{Monday, June 27} 05.06.27
Im way too tired for any sort of proper post, but I'll share this joke that I read online:

How many men does it take to paper a bathroom?
Two if you slice them really thin.

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Tee-hee!


{Saturday, June 25} 05.06.25
Im spectacular. Not only did I get my laundry and the main floor mostly tidied, but I also stripped my bed and washed my bedclothes AND tidied and vacuumed my bedroom.

Oh, and my bedclothes, and half my laundry was dried out on the line, so Im conserving the environment as well :)


{Friday, June 24} 05.06.24 and a half
Okay, so my next door neighbour is pregnant... by her ex-boyfriend's brother's step-son. I know, it takes a minute to sink in. I honestly didnt know Cape Breton was that redneck. Well, maybe Meat Cove, but not down this far anyway, and I live in a GOOD neighbourhood. I suppose one never can tell.

Its really warm today, like upwards of twenty-two degrees Celsius (around thirty degrees with the Humidex). Tomorrow it's supposed to be upwards of fourty degrees Celsius with the Humidex. That's upwards of one hundred and four degrees Farenheit. !!!!!!!!!!!!! I honestly dont think I've ever experienced weather like that in my lifetime. I intend to spend some time outside tomorrow enjoying the beautiful weekend.

I've had my Sunfire slightly over a year, and the inspection is up at the end of this month, so I took it in to the dealership today to get inspected. I was honestly expecting to have to spend hundreds of dollars to have something repaired, but I was surprised. There's only one little thing wrong with it, and its covered under warrenty so I wont have to pay anything to get it fixed. Color me excited!

Anyway, Im still looking forward to going out and getting drunk tomorrow night. I even bought a new shirt (that I really couldnt afford, but fuck it, its my birthday) to wear with it. I wish I could get a pedicure though. Oh well. Birthday in two days!


{Thursday, June 23} 05.06.23
I start the best shift ever on Monday. I'll start at 9:30am and finish at 8:30pm and still have Friday/Saturday/Sunday off. I'll probably only have it a week and then get screwed up the ass, but I shall enjoy it while I can.

Birthday on Sunday :D


{Wednesday, June 22} 05.06.21
Four days until Im twenty-four years old. Saturday night Janice and I are going to the new bar that opened up in town to see what its like. If it sucks we'll walk up the road to the bar that her boyfriend works at. Either way we shall be intoxicated. I cant wait!


{Saturday, June 18} 05.06.17
1. Take the list and post it into your own blog, marking movies you've seen with an X, and removing X's if you haven't seen an already marked one.
2. Add five more movies to the end of the list.
3. Count how many X's you have. If you've seen more than 100 movies, you are a "Movie Whore".



1. (x ) Napoleon Dynamite
2. (x) Saw
3. (x ) White Noise
4. (x) White Oleander
5. (x) Anger Management
6. ( ) 50 First Dates
7. (x) Jason X
8. ( ) Scream
9. ( ) Scream 2
10.(x) Scream 3
11. (x) Scary Movie
12. (x) Scary Movie 2
13. ( ) Scary Movie 3
14. (x) American Pie
15. (x) American Pie 2
16. (x) American Wedding
17. (x) Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone
18. (x) Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
19. (x) Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
20. (x) Resident Evil
21. (x) Resident Evil: Apocalypse
22. (x) The Wedding Singer
23. ( ) Little Black Book
24. (x) The Village
25. (x) Donnie Darko
26. (x) Lilo & Stitch
27. (x) Finding Nemo
28. (x) Finding Neverland
29. (x) 13 Ghosts
30. (x) Signs
31. ( ) The Grinch
32. ( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre (The Original)
33. ( ) White Chicks
34. (x) Butterfly Effect
35. (x) Thirteen Going On 30
36. (x) I, Robot
37. (x) Dodgeball
38. ( ) Universal Soldier
39. ( ) A Series of Unfortunate Events
40. ( ) Along Came A Spider
41. ( ) Deep Impact
42. (x) Kingpin
43. ( ) Never Been Kissed
44. (x) Meet the Parents
45. (x) Meet The Fockers
46. (x) Eight Crazy Nights
47. ( ) A Cinderella Story
48. (x) The Terminal
49. ( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
50. ( ) Passport to Paris
51. (x) Dumb & Dumber
52. ( ) Dumb & Dumberer
53. ( ) Final Destination
54. ( ) Final Destination 2
55. ( ) Halloween
56. ( ) Halloween 2
57. ( ) Halloween 3
58. ( ) Halloween 4
59. ( ) Halloween 5
60. ( ) H20
61. (x) Halloween: The Resurrection
62. (x) The Ring (or Ringu)
63. (x) The Ring 2
64. (x) Harold and Kumar go to White Castle
65. ( ) Practical Magic
66. (x) Chicago
67. ( ) Ghost Ship
68. (x) From Hell
69. ( ) Team America
70. (x) Hellboy
71. (x) Secret Window
72. (x) I Am Sam
73. (x) The Whole Nine Yards
74. (x) The Day After Tomorrow
75. (x) Child's Play
76. (x) Bride of Chucky
77. (x) Ten Things I Hate About You
78. ( ) Just Married
79. (x) Gothika
80. ( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
81. (x) Sixteen Candles
82. (x) Bad Boys 2
83. (x) Joy Ride
84. (x) Seven
85. (x) Oceans Eleven
86. ( ) Oceans Twelve
87. (x) Identity
88. ( ) Lone Star
89. ( ) Bedazzled
90. ( ) Predator
91. ( ) Predator II
92. ( ) Independence Day
93. ( ) Cujo
94. ( ) A Bronx Tale
95. (x) Darkness Falls
96. ( ) Christine
97. (x) ET
98. ( ) Children of the Corn
99. ( ) My Boss' Daughter
100. ( ) Maid in Manhattan
101. ( ) Frailty
102. ( ) Best Bet
103. (x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
104. ( ) She's All That
105. ( ) Calendar Girls
106. ( ) Sideways
107. ( ) Mars Attacks
108. ( ) Event Horizon
109. ( ) Ever After
110. (x) Forrest Gump
112. ( ) Big Trouble in Little China
113. (x) X-Men
114. (x) X2
115. (x) Jeepers Creepers
116. (x) Jeepers Creepers 2
117. ( ) Catch Me If You Can
118. (x) The Others
119. ( ) Freaky Friday (Either, or both.)
120. ( ) Reign of Fire
121. (x) Man on Fire
122. ( ) Braveheart
123. (x) Cruel Intentions
124. ( The Hot Chick
125. ( ) Swimfan
126. ( ) Miracle
127. ( ) Friday Night Lights
128. ( ) Old School
129. ( ) Ray
130. ( ) The Notebook
131. ( ) K-Pax
132. (x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
133. (x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
134. (x) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
135. ( ) A Walk to Remember
136. (x) Sweet Home Alabama
137. (x) Moulin Rouge
138. ( ) Boogeyman
139. ( ) Hitch
140. ( ) Back Door Sluts 9
141. ( ) The Fifth Element
142. (x) Star Wars: Episode I - The Phantom Menace
143. (x) Star Wars: Episode II - Attack of the Clones
144. (x) Star Wars: Episode IV - A New Hope
145. ( ) Star Wars: Episode V - Empire Strikes Back
146. ( ) Star Wars: Episode VI - Return of the Jedi (someone missed a Star Wars)
147. ( ) Troop Beverly Hills
148. ( ) Swimming with Sharks
149. ( ) Trainspotting
150. ( ) People Under the Stairs
151. ( ) Blue Velvet
152. (x) The Sound of Music
153. (x) Parent Trap (Either, or both.)
154. ( ) The Burbs
155. ( ) SLC Punk
156. ( ) Meet Joe Black
157. ( ) Wild Girls
158. ( ) A Clockwork Orange
159. (x) The Order
160. (x) Spiderman
161. (x) Spiderman 2
162. ( ) Amelia
163. (x) Mean Girls (BAM!)
164. ( ) Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen
165. (x) Shrek
166. (x) Shrek 2
167. (x) The Incredibles
168. (x) Collateral
169. ( ) The Fast and the Furious
170. ( ) 2 Fast 2 Furious
171. ( ) Sky Captain and The World of Tomorrow
172. ( ) Closer
173. (x) The Sixth Sense
174. ( ) Artificial intelligence
175. ( ) Love Actually
176. ( ) The Sweetest Thing
177. ( ) Shutter
178. (x) Ella Enchanted
179. ( ) The Princess Diaries
180. ( ) The Princess Diaries 2
181. (x) Breakfast Club
182. ( ) October Sky
183. ( ) Remember the Titans
184. (x) Titanic
185. (x) Boondock Saints
186. (x) American History X
187. (x) Fight Club
188. ( ) Heavenly creatures
189. ( ) Stealing Beauty
190. ( ) Like Water For Chocolate
191. ( ) Powwow Highway
192. (x) Secretary
193. ( ) But I'm A Cheerleader
194. ( ) I <3 Huckabees
195. ( ) Ripley's Game
196. ( ) Coffee And Cigarettes
197. ( ) Taxi Driver
198. (x) The Silence Of The Lambs
199. ( ) The Exorcist
200. ( ) If Lucy Fell
201. ( ) Lady Jane
201. ( ) When Harry Met Sally
202. ( ) Me, Myself & Irene
203. ( ) Kung Fu Hustle
204. (x) Sin City
205. ( ) Labyrinth
206. ( ) Much Ado About Nothing
207. ( ) The Cowboy Way
208. ( ) Paulie
209. ( ) Blazing Saddles
210. ( ) Galaxy Quest
211. ( ) Guildenstern and Rosencrantz are Dead
212. ( ) Citizen Kane
213. ( ) You Can Count on Me
214. ( ) Young Frankenstein
215. ( ) Raiders of the Lost Ark
216. ( ) Starman
217. ( ) St. Elmo's Fire
218. ( ) Coyote Ugly
219. ( ) The Other Sister
220. (x) Rainman
221. ( ) Little Shop of Horrors
222. ( ) Chasing Amy
223. ( ) House of Sand and Fog
224. ( ) Mildred Pierce
225. (x) The Big Lebowski
226. ( ) Last House on the Left
227. ( ) Ichi the Killer
228. (x) Girl, Interrupted
229. ( ) Organ
230. ( ) Mordrum
231. ( ) Earthsea
232. (x) Erin Brockovitch
233. ( ) Party Monster
234. ( ) The Last Unicorn
235. ( ) Willow
236. ( ) Pay it Forward
237. (x) 40 Days and 40 Nights
238. (x) Bridget Jones' Diary
239. ( ) Bridget Jones: The Edge of Reason
240. ( ) Bicentennial Man
241. ( ) Arlington Road
242. ( ) Better than Chocolate
243. ( ) Monster
244. ( ) Renaissance Man
245. ( ) Waiting for Guffman
246. ( ) The United States of Leland
247. (x) Beaches
248. ( ) House of Wax
249. ( ) Far and Away
250. ( ) Gidget
251. ( ) Gidget Goes to Hawaii
252. ( ) Gidget Goes to Rome
253. ( ) Gidget's Summer Reunion
254. ( ) Breakfast at Tiffany's
255. ( ) Sabrina
256. ( ) My Fair Lady
257. ( ) Roman Holiday
258. ( ) Huck Finn
259. ( ) The Scarlet Letter
260. (x) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
261. ( ) Monty Python's The Meaning of Life
262. (x) Monty Python's Life of Brian
263. ( ) Monty Python's "And Now For Something Completely Different"
264. ( ) The Truth About Jane
265. ( ) Pearl Harbor
266. ( ) Urban Cowboy
267. ( ) Escape from Witch Mountain
268. ( ) The Flight of the Navigator
269. ( ) The Truth about Cats and Dogs
270. (x) Walt Disney presents Robin Hood
271. ( ) The Jetsons Meet the Flintstones
272. (x) The Princess Bride
273. ( ) Left Behind
274. ( ) Tribulation Force
275. ( ) Brave New World
276. ( ) Duck Tales: Treasure of the Lost Lamp
277. (x) American Beauty
278. ( ) Being John Malkovich
279. ( ) Brokedown Palace
280. (x) Death to Smoochy
281. (x) Disturbing Behavior
282. (x) Hannibal
283. ( ) Igby Goes Down
284. ( ) Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil
285. (x) Office Space
286. ( ) The Virgin Suicides
287. ( ) What Dreams May Come
288. ( ) The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
289. ( ) The Royal Tenenbaums
290. (x) A Midsummer Night's Dream
291. ( ) Rocky Horror Picture Show
292. (x) XXX
293. (x) Phantom of the Opera (the new one)
294. ( ) Paint Your Wagon
295. (x) Grease
296. ( ) Clue
297. (x) Back to the Future
298. ( ) A Beautiful Mind
299. ( ) Cold Comfort Farm (with Kate Beckinsale)
300. ( ) What's Up, Doc?
301. ( ) Almost Famous
302. ( ) The Italian Job
303. ( ) Dead Again
304. ( ) Sliding Doors
305. (x) Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
306. ( ) Call of the Wild
307. (x) Mighty Ducks (Any)
308. ( ) Air Bud (Any)
309. ( ) City Lights
310. (x) Robin Hood: Men In Tights
311. (x) Pretty in Pink
312. (x) Annie (the original)
313. (x) Beauty and the Beast
314. (x) Dirty Dancing
315. ( ) Night at the Roxbury
316. (x) Save the Last Dance
317. (x) The Longest Yard (old or new)
318.( ) Raise Your Voice
319.(x) The Incredibles
320.( ) Walking Tall
321. (x) Clueless
322. (x) Romey and Michelle’s High School Reunion
323.(x) What a Girl Wants
324. (x) 8 mile
325. ( ) Something’s Gotta Give
326. (x) National Lampoons Christmas Vacation
327. (x) Aladdin
328. ( ) Atlantis
329. ( ) Cheaper by the Dozen
330. (x) A Bugs Life
331. (x) Sleeping Beauty
332. (x) Muppet Family Christmas
333. (x) Star Wars: Episode 3 Revenge of the Sith... nevermind, I found it :o)
334. (x) Blow (johnny depp)
335. ( ) Flowers in the Attic
336. ( ) The canterville ghost
337. (x) Hocus Pocus
338. ( ) Radio
339. ( ) White Christmas
340. ( ) Garden State
341. (x) Monster-in-Law
342. ( ) The Wedding Date
343. ( ) The Pacifier
344. (X) Pirates Of The Caribbean
345. ( ) Full Metal Jacket
346. ( ) Picture Perfect
347. ( ) Step-Mom
348. (x) Troy
349. ( ) Man on the Moon
350. (x) Bruce Almighty
351. (x) Clerks
352. (x) Mallrats
353. ( ) Alexander
354. (x) King Arthur
355. ( ) Open Water
356. (x) Who Framed Roger Rabbit
357. ( ) Spaceballs
358.(x) The Goonies
359.(x) Chocolat
360.(x) Stigmata
361.(x) Batman
362.(x) The Sandlot
363.(x) Dances With Wolves
364.(x) The Fox and The Hound
365.(x) Lady and the Tramp

Okay, Im a movie whore for sure, I saw something like 175 movies in this list.


{Wednesday, June 15} 05.06.15
Im just sitting here in bed and I have to post that my dog looks adorable! Its Molly (the little dog) that's here and she's laying on her side with her back pressed against my leg, and her two front lets reaching out and touching the wall, like she's reaching for something. They're just sticking straight out touching the wall. It's sooo cute!

I started my new shift this week and I must say its killing me. Im not getting enough sleep at night so Im exhausted all day and Im walking around like a zombie. Its gonna take me at least a full week to get used to the new hours, and its only two hours earlier than what I was before!

Oh, and my birthday is in nine days.


{Sunday, June 12} 05.06.12 and a half
I got out of bed today somewhere around half past two in the afternoon, but I didnt feel the slightest bit hungover until about four. Even now, I could easily curl up and go to sleep, but I dont want to let myself because then my sleeping will be fucked for later.

So last night was much better than I expected. There were about twelve people there total, including the host and his two brothers (the youngest of whom went to bed by midnight), so it was a nice little crowd. I really dont like parties where there's a LOT of people, Im way too anti-social for that. Ten to twenty people is enough for me, that way everybody can mingle, and the house isnt too crowded.

Apparently the guy who was hosting (and his family) are staunch right wing conservatives, and that the middle brother is especially "Nazi". Neither politics, nor religion was brought up during the course of the party, so nobody had to deal with my drunken political rants. Good move on everybody's part. And for as much as I had heard that the middle brother was arrogant, he didnt seem like that to me, and we actually had a good conversation comparing Cape Breton to where they used to live in Ontario, as far as drugs and crime is concerned. I could very easily go out and party with these people again.

On a side note, Janice's cat ran away last Monday. Hopefully she'll make her way back home, she was a cute cat, and she's only little. Probably the only cat that I can handle being in the same room with, and I actually used to pet her too!


05.06.12
Drunk post.

Okay, I really was dreading going to the party tonight, figuring that I would have a horrible time. But I must admit, I had a really good time. I got along well with Boyfriend's co-workers. AND I drank all of my alcohol. Wrecked am I. Anyway, I really should go to bed, correcting my typing mystakes is really hard when Im this drunk. Im hardly ever this drunk. Tee-hee!


{Saturday, June 11} 05.06.11
I've been downloading songs like mad the since yesterday. I've probably downloaded at least twenty mp3s, mostly lounge music. Richard Cheese is my new hero!

Tomorrow I have to go to a party with Boyfriend and his work friends. Right now Im not particularly looking forward to it because I dont want to be left alone with his weird work friends. Yes, Im really anti-social. *sigh* We shall see how that goes. Plus I'll be the fat girl there amongst a bunch of skinny mall workers. Oh joy.


{Friday, June 10} 05.06.10
Okay, so my financial woes are not getting better, but I wont talk about that here. Im just a-waiting on my settlement.

Today was my last shift working till 1am. Starting Monday I'll be finished work at 11pm. I LOVE that! Its not like I'll be going out after work or anything, but I'll be able to talk to people at least either online or on the phone.

I posted that my friend threw her boyfriend out last weekend. Well, I've been working all week and havent talk to her so I dont know if they're still broke up or whatnot. Boyfriend was all like "So are you coming to *local bar* with me tomorrow night?" and Im like, uhh no I cant go there because he works there, and Im not interested in talking to him if they're still broke up. So Boyfriend's big response was "But they could be back together" and Im like well, I wont know that until I talk to her tomorrow. So yeah, that's my personal-life drama. I hate drama.


{Tuesday, June 7} 05.06.07
So my day was starting out horribly shitty. I woke up depressed that I had to go to work (and Im already out of money and I only just got paid), but my day was made 100% better when I was at work and they approved my new shift request. Currently I work 2:00pm-1:00am with Friday/Saturday/Sunday off. Starting next week I'll be working 12:00pm-11:00pm with the same days off. I was elated! I think Alicia was just as elated as I was because I'll be there two hours earlier to be able to talk to her.

I also did my hair differently today. Normally I tend to flip the ends out, but today I took the extra fifteen minutes and straightened my hair down. I had more people notice my hair today than when I dyed it pink two weeks ago. I think thats sad. I probably had a dozen people tell me how great my hair looked today, and a couple of people asked me if I had gotten it cut. I dont even like my hair when its straightened. It barely comes down to my chin, so it looks like a helmet when its straight. Paul says that it suits me the best when its like that. Personally I prefer it flipped out, it doesnt make my face look so fat.


{Sunday, June 5} 06.05.05
My friend threw her boyfriend out yesterday, so her and I stayed up until 6am this morning being very drunk and discussing how much better music was in the 1990's than it is today.

Well, rock music anyway.


{Saturday, June 4} 06.04.05
I just had a dog drinking out of my juice. Nothing is sacred.

Also: those Alpine beer commercials with the foreign ladies are annoying.


{Friday, June 3} 06.03.05
Im miserably sick with the worst ear infection I've ever had. Im sore from my left ear all the way down the left side of my face and into my jaw. I've been nausious yesterday and today. I had to leave work last night to go to Outpatients and by the time I got there it was too late to take my prescription to the pharmacy. Its up there now getting filled. Ugh. But at least its warm out. Its supposed to get upwards of twenty-nine degrees Celsius today. It was beautiful out yesterday and the day before as well. Im glad, last summer was horrible.

I hate my job. More than usual anyway. Little things about it are starting to drive me up the wall. You're not treated well by management, or the customers calling in. The only way to get ahead is to suck-ass to the right people, something I cannot do in good consience. I think this weekend I'll apply to NSCC and see where that takes me. I need a change, I really do.


its all a beautiful blur

I am a twenty-seven year old Canadian girl. This is my blog.

Skin and tragedy always attract a crowd. (June 18th, 1976 by Pedro the Lion)

I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary screamin' out aloud
And I know that you'll use them however you want to.
(Breathe (2am) by Anna Nalick)


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