{Thursday, March 6}
Fading everything to black and blue.
Its not like he couldnt have tried to get out of it so that he could be my emotional support tomorrow. But he didnt offer, and I shouldnt have to ask. Im worried enough as it is, I really dont need to be disappointed and frustrated on top of it, but whatever. Fighting about it isnt going to get me any further ahead, and I doubt it would even make a difference. Its not even like its something that we havent fought before, the last time we fought about it I surprised myself by telling him to go to hell. I just dont have the fight in me this time, which means that it'll happen again, and I'll be left feeling the same way. I need to go and just be depressed so that I can wake up and pretend that everything is okay.
