its all a beautiful blur











{Saturday, August 18} The best parts of lonely.
This evening we learned that when Jenna is being all seductive, and you feel that that moment is imperative to go outside to have a cigarette, by the time you come back in Jenna will be contentedly playing video games and the moment for getting your fuck on (for the third time that evening) will have passed.

My sex drive is somewhat fickle, and when I want it, I want it now.

Tomorrow he's going to the wedding of a highschool friend of his, and Im choosing to not go. Im going to know quite a few people there, none of whom I actually want to hang out with. Dont get me wrong, most of them I really cant say anything bad about, I just have no desire to get up and get all dressed up to drive forty minutes and attend an outdoor wedding (on a rainy day) with people I dont care to be around. I'll have more fun sitting home with my mother, and that's saying a lot. Then again, its also saying a lot when I'd rather hang around with his stoner friends than his highschool friends.


0 Comments:

Post a Comment

its all a beautiful blur

I am a twenty-seven year old Canadian girl. This is my blog.

Skin and tragedy always attract a crowd. (June 18th, 1976 by Pedro the Lion)

I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary screamin' out aloud
And I know that you'll use them however you want to.
(Breathe (2am) by Anna Nalick)


Visit Twenty Something Bloggers
Drawings To Look At
Other People's Words
Things I've Said Before
Et Cetera