{Wednesday, January 3}
I dont have the coping skills to deal with this.
I can deal with the not eating. I get like that anyway when Im depressed or upset. Its the waking up in the middle of the night shaking and crying thats starting to get to me. I've never been someone who doesnt sleep, and even though I dont seem to be tired throughout the day yet, I just wish I could lay down and know that Im not going to stir until my alarm goes off. I still cant pretend to be social, but being alone is the worst part.
