Well, all is not well, but it isnt the dire crisis that it was on Thursday night. Hanging myself would have been much to dramatic an action for this issue. Its not the end of the world, and despite the fact that I cant bring myself to ask anyone for help, there are people who will go out of their way to help me. Its good to feel supported.
So I was thinking, maybe in the new year I'll seek counseling to get over myself. I know I have serious issues, and serious lack of coping skills.
In other news, my car will be off the road until I can afford to get it fixed. Guh. At least I have a drive to work.
{Sunday, December 10}
All is well...