Taken from an MSN messenger conversation where I admit to him that I have severely low self-esteem:
.jenna. says: i cannot fathom why anyone at all would find me attractive in any way
Frankie says: but I DO find you attractive...in EVERY way
.jenna. says: see that's where we differ
Frankie says: but beauty is in the eye of the beholder...and when I first beheld you, I was taken by you
.jenna. says: taken is a strong word
Frankie says: and true
.jenna. says: and this was back in the day?
Frankie says: yup
Frankie says: and now
Frankie says: and every time I see you or even think of you
Taken, he used a word like taken to describe how he felt when he first saw me over two years ago. And yet, I still feel Im fat and ugly and not worthy of anyone's adoration. I mean, come on, my ex cheated on me with a chick who even I think Im prettier than. Who wouldnt have a complex after that?
{Friday, November 17}
Wow.
