Im alive.

Tonight is the last of my vacation, my wonderful, glorious vacation. I dread going back to work tomorrow.

My week was full, I actually did not stop the entire time.

I did have half a post typed out, but then something took my attention away so this is all you get for now.

Sorry.

Dear Internet,

I miss you. Im sorry we havent been spending as much time together as we used to, but see, I have a new boyfriend and I just cant get enough of him. If you met him you'd understand. He's great looking, treats me like gold, and is a fantastic lover. I like to spend every spare minute I can with him and unfortunately, that is preventing me from spending as much time with you as I would like to.

Dont fret, Internet, I go on vacation as of tomorrow, and we will be able to become reacquainted very soon I promise. Thursday I leave for Corrine's and I will be back Sunday, when Im sure I will have tons of stories of our wonderful adventures on the Mainland. Oh, and pictures. I swear I'll have pictures.

Love,
Jenna

So that abstaining thing? That lasted until tonight. Oh. My. Gosh. The guy's got circumference. Not only does he have the largest penis I've ever had in my body, but he's got staying power. Serious staying power. And the sex actually felt good. You dont realize that your previous experiences werent all that hot, until you actually have great sex. For the first time ever I actually wished that it didnt have to end. Im not exaggerating when I say we could have easily gone all night.

Not only is he a great lover, but he's a great looking guy, and has a charm and wit about him that makes me swoon. AND I've already got him wrapped around my finger. We are completely crazy for each other and I love it. Whatever I did, or went through, to deserve this guy, was totally worth it.

Tonight made up for the fact that I didnt get to see Joel Plaskett perform two weekends in a row like some people I know, lol. I cannot wait until next weekend!!

Oh. My. Gosh.

Like, wow.

My knees are weak and I didnt even have sex. He brought me almost to orgasm just by kissing my inner thigh. Just by kissing my inner thigh! He accomplished as much in one action, as my ex did in four years.

You're probably wondering how he ended up with his head between my thighs, arent you? Well, we were parked at the beach, making out in the back seat of my car, and we were trying really hard not to have sex. See, we've decided that we're not going to rush into anything physical right away (yes, its killing me), but rather, we're going to spend some time and get to just enjoy each other before we let sex come in and ruin everything. And, to be quite honest, look where being easy has actually gotten me. So, anyway, we got so far as myself straddling his lap, sans tshirt and brassiere, when we decided that we should cool it for the evening. I got off of his lap and put my clothes on and we got back to making out. One thing led to another and he was kissing the inside of my thigh (without taking pants or panties off) and I was THISCLOSE to orgasm. If he had have placed a couple of fingers in a couple of places I probably would have went over the top.

Yeah, we're obviously not doing to well at this "abstaining" thing. But, we seem to be doing better than your typical CB relationship (mine and his past ones included), in that we havent done it yet.

He's really goddamn hot, though, and I really, really want him.

So, three dates and I've managed to keep my panties on. Im proud of myself, because I like this guy enough to have allowed him to separate me from my underthings right from the beginning. See, I've known this guy from "around" for a few years now and always thought he was attractive. Turns out that he always thought that I was attractive too (and he admitted this before I did). I guess the night at Tim Horton's with Kim was sort of a catalyst, because I got to see how funny he is, and I really developed a crush on him then. I'll be honest, I really didnt expect him to like me back like this, and pardon me if I find it rather jarring that guy I think is funny and sexy could actually find me funny and sexy. This is totally not what I expected, but Im really excited to see where this goes.

Oh, by the way, we're "dating" now. As in, exclusively each other. Wow.

And I cant forget to mention how much fun it was to get to hang out with Corrine again on Thursday night/Friday. We had a slumber party that led into princess shopping with Emalee, and I really cant wait until I get to go up and visit her in a couple of weeks. We'll kick ass and take names in the city and Im literally counting down the days.

Hopefully my eyebrows will have grown in again by then.

I've had a fantastic weekend, and there is so much to tell, but I am so tired Im getting ill and I need to sleep.

Asap I promise.

Soooo........ remember this guy? Well yesterday he asked me to go out with him Friday night. I accepted of course, because I like him. I wasnt going to post anything at all until after I went out with him, but tonight he got out of work early so I asked him to go for coffee*. You're wondering if I had sex with him, right? I didnt, all clothes remained intact, but there was some kissing (which is uncomfortable in the front seat of my car), and then we were chased away by the cops like we were kids. For the record, Im 25 and he's 28. More will come after I go out with him on Friday.

Oh! I had ordered jeans from American Eagle and I got them today and they look fantastic on me :D Of course I'll be wearing them Friday night ;)

Because, what better way to find a cure for cancer than through amateur pornography, I submitted my tits, and you should too (they accept man tits as well)!

[EDIT] My tits are on the web!!