If you're wondering what I bought at the Fantasia party, I bought really nice body butter (cherry flavour) because my feet are starting to peel.

I hauled out my little mini denim skirt tonight, and I didnt think it looked half bad. I have really ugly legs. My legs are one of the parts of my body that I hate the most. I despise the shape of them. I despise the fact that they make it very difficult to find pants and shorts that fit me properly (not that I cant find the right size, I just dont like the way things look). The best part? My legs look the same in baby pictures as they do now, so obviously I was just lucky enough to have been born with ugly legs. BUT, other than when I was sitting down, I didnt feel self-consious in my mini skirt at all (and keep in mind that it comes down to about three inches above my knee, its not mini mini). Actually, I havent even been all that self-consious about my tummy lately. Not that I feel its gotten any smaller, mind you, but I see girls who are bigger than I am wearing the size I do. Obviously if they can dress like that, why cant I? Im always presentable, right? Right.

I think what Im most insecure about is my complexion. I am twenty-five years old and I get pimples, constantly. I have really oily skin and I use no less than three different products throughout the day in order to try and curb oilyness and prevent pimples. I would also love it if my pores shrank, but lets not ask too much here. For now I'd be happy with just normal skin. *sigh*

2 Comments:

 furmommy said...

may i say, you looked great tonight. And i liked the shirt too. I kept on looking at it cause i loved what it said.

And it definately looks like you lost some weight!

Friday, July 21, 2006 12:23:00 a.m.  

 eye candy said...

Thank you darling!

That tshirt is one of my favorites right now. I got it dirt cheap at American Eagle and wear it every chance I get.

Friday, July 21, 2006 6:58:00 a.m.  

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