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{Monday, June 19} Im obviously too depressed to sleep.
No, the last thing that I wanted him to say "No, you need to take care of you and when you're ready we'll see what's going on then". I think this means that technically he broke up with me. Either way I obviously feel less than stellar over the whole thing. He was just so damn understanding. We left it rather open ended. I asked him if it was okay with him to leave it as a "This wasnt the right time in our lives, maybe later" type of deal and he said that he's more than willing to revisit things if I am so inclined at another point in time. Guh, Im so depressed. We're not going to cease contact, but I dont think I'll be able to be around him for a while. You would think that I'd feel like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders, but I just want to stick my head in the sand.


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Blogger furmommy said...

*hug* if you need to talk or get out, im around :o)

Monday, June 19, 2006 7:41:00 p.m.  

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