So, I wasnt feeling all that shit hot when I got up today, as you can very well imagine. I was feeling rather mopey and sad, and I really just wanted to stay in and eat ice cream and be depressed. I decided that I cant let myself fall into that funk. That type of thing wont get me anywhere but fat. Then I remembered that it is Susan's birthday and even though I already had a gift for her, I needed something to go with it so I decided to go and partake in some retail therapy (the next best thing to ice cream).

I really wasnt looking for anything for myself, although in the back of my head I did have the idea of buying myself a new shirt to have to wear if anything was going on for my birthday this coming weekend. I puttered around the mall for a while, trying things on and not finding anything that I really desired to spend money on. I decided to take a run out to the further Wal*Mart and poke around there, maybe find a nice bracelet or something to spiff up clothes that I already own. Well, I surprised myself and bought a (get this) tube top. Now, you're probably thinking "Fat girls shouldnt wear tube tops" and I'll be quite honest, I thought the same thing ..before I tried it on. It doesnt make me look like any more of a sausage than the halter I wore to the bar the other night, and I had Corrine's approval on that. I came home and tried it on with my skirt and I really like the outfit and figure I'll wear it Saturday night (unless Mom and Paul shake their heads). I also bought a white (white! I dont wear white!) halter top that I think looks cute on me as well.

I feel better about myself now. I still dont have ice cream, but I dont need ice cream if I am going to own a tube top.

1 Comments:

 eye candy said...

And giggling keeps our minds off of being sad!

Monday, June 19, 2006 11:32:00 p.m.  

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