I went to Curves again today. That's twice this week. Janice called from work while I was out and she left a message that we're on for 10:30am tomorrow morning. That will be three times for this week. For the past month I only went once a week and my BMI went down. Imagine what's going to happen once I start going three times a week. I might actually start to lose inches!
I was driving home from the hospital today with my aunt (nothing major, she had to get a bone density test) I was telling her that I had started Curves. She was excited for me and we got to talking about losing weight. Even though I call myself fat, Im more what you'd call "chunky" (overweight, not obese). Looking at me, you wouldnt guess that I weigh as much as I do, and I can still shop at some regular stores (rather than "fat stores"). My mother is currently obese, but has been big my entire life. One of my mother's sisters is big, and the other one is thin. Their two aunts are big. I have the same shape as my mother's sister Maria, and their aunt Flora. My father's two sisters are big, and so is my grandmother. Out of all of the women that Im immediately related to, there's only my mother's sister Florence that's thin. I come by it honestly. Now, I know that a lot of it lies on me. I never was one to exercise, and I dont eat the best (although we dont eat all that badly). That is what Im changing now. Im not going to force myself into a diet right now. It would be too much all at once, and way too much stress come the end of December. My family enjoys food.
Now, Im not a tall person. Im only about 5'3". When I first joined Curves we decided that I needed to get down to about 130lbs. That would be the perfect weight for my shape, which is small in the bust with a belly, large thighs and
I think the reason that Im so horny lately is because I feel good. I feel sexy, even though I dont particularly think I look it. I want to be sexual with another person, I want to physically express how I feel on the inside. Unfortunately, unless I start going out by myself, Im not in a position to go to your typical singles meeting places. There's work, sure, but I dont think I want to date a guy from work. And Im not going to jump on the internet trolling for a
