{Sunday, July 10}
05.07.10
I've been in a daze the past couple of days. We broke up on Thursday night. I said it, I said "I think we should break up". I dont want to talk about it, Im really not ready to talk about it. Im really not dealing with it well, not well at all. Scratch that, I dont know how to feel. Its easier to try and not think about it, really. I havent taken down any pictures or anything, and I have a couple of his sweaters that I have to give back. I get all nervous in my stomach when I think about seeing him again. It would have been easier for me to deal with if he had have broken up with me instead of the other way around. I cant even describe what Im going through, because I cant process it in my head yet. Frig, this post probably doesnt even make any sense. *sigh*
