its all a beautiful blur











{Saturday, April 30} 05.04.30
I was exhausted until I got in bed. Now, Im wide awake, naturally.

My left ear has been sore as of late. I think it may be getting infected. I should make a doctor's appointment for that.

My fingernails are now silver. They've been black or pink (or black AND pink) for the past little while now. I havent had silver nails since the fall at least. Maybe tomorrow my toes will be silver too... They're currently pink.

I bought myself a cute little purse today. I spent the entire summer last year looking for the "right" purse, this year I found it super early. Its little and cute and pink and I like it.

Tomorrow = drinking. Yay drinking! I havent been drinking since New Year's, and we have a double occasion: Janice's 24th birthday, and Susan's going away for the next few months. It shall be a hoot!


{Thursday, April 28} 05.04.28
*sigh* Only one more workday until my weekend. This week seems like its gone by so fast, but I think its only that Im down to a routine. Basically my workday goes like this:

11:30am: out of bed; procede to do "getting ready for work" things such as showering, pack lunch, eat lunch sometimes as well
12:30-1:00pm: head off to work
2:00pm: sign on phone, procede to work for next 11hrs (excluding 1hr for eating)
1:00am(ish): sign off of phone and go home
1:20am: arrive home; procede to pop food in microwave, get jammies on, feed fish, water crabs, grab food and eat while watching a show taped earlier
2:30am: go to bed and play on computer (yes, in that order)
3:00-4:00am: put computer away, turn lights off and go to sleep

That's exactly how I spend my time four days a week. Then it feels like I have no time for anything on the weekend, when in fact I have 3 days that I can do whatever I want. But I can only do things on those three days, so it has a tendancy to kill my weekend with leftover stuff from all week. And then it starts all over again. *sigh*

On a better note, Halifax is only a few weeks away. We have our room booked, but I still dont have my time off and he doesnt have any money. But he has credit cards, and they're as good as money. Out of my savings I have to buy presents for Mother's Day, Paul's birthday, and Boyfriend's birthday. Paul and I can go splits for Mother's day, that's not a problem. I already told Paul that Im giving him $20 in a card for his birthday, he'll give it right back to me for gas money for Halifax. Its Boyfriend's birthday that's pressing on my mind. I have no idea what to get him that wont cost me a fortune, yet will look thoughtful and not cheap. I dont want to sigh three times in one post, but that's just how I feel. *sigh*


{Tuesday, April 26} 05.04.26
So I got a new desk at work today. Its an end cubicle, but they went around and took all of the extra walls off of the cubes, so now instead of being all private, its like Im sitting in the hallway. I do not care for this. Also Im sitting by a bunch of guys that I dont know. I dont care for this. To start my day off great, I couldnt get signed into my tools, and my phone didnt work. Then after only taking a couple of calls I got to go into training for the better part of an hour. Now THAT was fun.

I discovered a really cool toy today. I even made a picture of me!:



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{Sunday, April 24} 05.04.24
I took the hoop out of my left nipple today. It just wasnt healing for me so I bit the bullet and took it out. I dont want any more piercings, I really dont have anywhere else to pierce. Well, no, there's my eyebrows, my nose, and my naughty bits. I dont want any of there pierced.

My next goal is tattooing. Originally I was going to stop at four. I have two now (lower back and right ankle) and I wanted to get one on my upper back (already picked out), and one on my left ankle. Now I've decided that I want to get a small tattoo on my lower tummy (just above where my pubic hair starts) but Im not sure about the spot because Im not a thin girl, and it would really hurt. I managed to live through getting my back tattooed, and that was rather fleshy, so I'll probably survive. I have an idea what I want there too, and I only want it about the size of a twoonie anyway, so it shouldnt cost all that much more than a piercing.

I may do this soon because I was planning on getting my right nipple repierced soon, and now Im going to scrap that idea because I dont like asymetry. Commence planning ...NOW!



{Friday, April 22} 05.04.22
I bought a new crab today. I was wanting to get another one anyway, and the pet store had a special where if you bought two $4 shells you get a free crab, so I couldnt pass it up. I also bought Karla's terrarium and she gave me all of her shells and the food and whatnot that she still had left from her crabs. I now have about 10 shells and 2 crabs, yay me.


{Thursday, April 21} 05.04.21
Yet another shift bid today. Starting on Sunday I will be working 2:00pm-1:00am with Friday/Saturday/Sunday off. Its basically the same shift that I have now, only a half an hour later. I am so tired of my job. I really need something new. I'd like to marry into money. Really. Have someone clear all of my debt for me and allow me to live comfortably without having to work. I'd even give him sex, fair trade.

Im going drinking this Saturday. It will be the first time I've been drunk since New Year's. How sad is that? Im not yet 24 year's old and I might get drunk once every 3 or 4 months if Im lucky. I should be out partying and living it up, only I have nobody to do it with. /grumpy

Still over a month away before my trip to Halifax. We have our motel room booked, and I plan on giving him the money for it ASAP so that all of my money will be spending money. I cannot wait to go shopping at the GAP. I've never been one for brand names, but GAP clothes not only come in sizes to fit me (bonus!), but they last forever, and are comfy. That's probably the only clothing store that I want to hit, and I want to eat at a restaurant that I've never eaten at. Maybe Montana's if we can find it.

Oh, I've become addicted to webcomics. Last year it was blogs, this year its webcomics. Maybe next year it'll be fetish porn, one never can tell.


{Thursday, April 14} 05.04.14
I have 50 goddamned Gmail invites! I dont think I know 50 people who I could possibly invite. That's crazy.


{Monday, April 11} 05.04.11
Im restless and unhappy. Something needs to change.


its all a beautiful blur

I am a twenty-seven year old Canadian girl. This is my blog.

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