Im fucking sick and tired of being sick and tired. I think Im going to have to go to Outpatients YET AGAIN tomorrow night to get another inhaler since the one I was relying on ran out. My stupid doctor hasnt called me yet to make an appointment to get me on regular meds again. ARRGH!!! It makes me so mad. I cant afford to miss work, but Im miserable. I cant goddamn breathe. I hate spending my free time at the hospital for medication too. I had another 4 day weekend and I spent 3 days of it being sick. It shouldnt be like this.
On top of being sick Im really poor. My bank account is currently -$134, which isnt the lowest its been, but still. Its just before Christmas, I've got barely any shopping done and I wont have any money for another couple of months, many months. Im so depressed lately.
Boyfriend has a job now though. I may have to borrow money off of him once he gets paid on Friday. He'll probably tell me no, because he wants to go away this weekend. But I give him money and pay for things for him everytime I turn around, so if he tells me no I'll have a pretty strong argument.
I should probably go pay attention to my customer now, my thoughts probably arent even coherent, but oh well..
{Monday, November 17}
