Blech.
As usual Im at work and I want to hang myself with my headset cord. Im off tomorrow though. Tomorrow I have to make the dreaded trip to the bank and beg for a loan to purchase a new car. I have visions of being denied because on more than one occasion I made a late payment on my phone bill. On top of the whole mixup that went on when I started paying off my Student Loan. Ugh, stress.
Boyfriend is going away next weekend. Double ugh, more stress. We had issues upon issues upon friggin issues both terms last year when he was away at school. I dont know if I would have stayed with him if he had gone back to school there this year after what I went through last year. Even though he's only going away for a weekend (to visit friends he went to school with) Im getting kinda antsy about it. I suppose Im just stressed about getting a car loan so its spilling out onto other things.
I think I need a new hairstyle. I need a new something. A new car would be nice. I dont think I want a new boyfriend, Im too comfortable where Im at with the one I've got to even think about starting over with someone new. Although I wouldnt mind if our relationship progressed a little. Im about ready to move out even though my parents cant afford for me to move out. He's thinking about going to community college in a different area of the province. I may go with him. I was thinking about going to school next September anyway, although at a different school than what he's planning. I've got a year to decide and save up money.
In good news, well I cant really think of any good news. Maybe later..
{Wednesday, September 3}
