Im fucking sick and tired of being sick and tired. I think Im going to have to go to Outpatients YET AGAIN tomorrow night to get another inhaler since the one I was relying on ran out. My stupid doctor hasnt called me yet to make an appointment to get me on regular meds again. ARRGH!!! It makes me so mad. I cant afford to miss work, but Im miserable. I cant goddamn breathe. I hate spending my free time at the hospital for medication too. I had another 4 day weekend and I spent 3 days of it being sick. It shouldnt be like this.

On top of being sick Im really poor. My bank account is currently -$134, which isnt the lowest its been, but still. Its just before Christmas, I've got barely any shopping done and I wont have any money for another couple of months, many months. Im so depressed lately.

Boyfriend has a job now though. I may have to borrow money off of him once he gets paid on Friday. He'll probably tell me no, because he wants to go away this weekend. But I give him money and pay for things for him everytime I turn around, so if he tells me no I'll have a pretty strong argument.

I should probably go pay attention to my customer now, my thoughts probably arent even coherent, but oh well..

I had an awesome Hallowe'en. I actually had an awesome weekend. You cant beat four days off.

Thursday: Nothing much got accomplished on Thursday. I spend the day with Boyfriend and did nothing but watch a movie and have sex 3 times. It was a great day.

Friday: Hallowe'en. I had my breathing tests done and they were fine. Then I drove all around trying to find friggin Vampire teeth. It is impossible to find Vampire teeth on Halloween day. I ended up buying a Witch's hat. I stayed at home and gave out treats while the kids were out. We only got 24 kids, which is about half of what we usually get. More treats for us. After the trick-or-treating a few of us went to a friend's house and drank and went to the bar at 1am. I got pleasantly tanked. Boyfriend and I went back to his place around 2am. I stopped for a slice of pizza and ate that while he showered all his Hallowe'en makeup off, then we had "okay" drunk sex. I was half passed out, so what can you expect really. I slept well though.

Saturday: I woke up at Boyfriend's after having a really good sleep. We played around in bed for a few hours and got it on before he took me home so I could shower. I lazed around for a while in the afternoon before we went and rented Hollywood Homicide and watched it at my place with my mom. It wasnt a bad movie, it was the type of movie that was acceptable to watch with my mom.

Sunday: We got a new puppy!! Now we have 2 dogs. Molly is our older dog, she's a 7yr old Shih Tzu/Terrier mix and now we have Emma, a 7 week old Chow Chow mix. She's a little black rolly poly fur ball with sharp teeth and claws who pees all over the place. Its been 7yrs since we had a little puppy in the house so I got used to having a dog that could amuse itself by doing things other than "getting into" everything. But she's cute. I think she kind of annoys Molly. Its cute though. Its like having kids.

Anyway I had a great weekend, but Im back at work now and I really should pay attention to my customer.

Best Halloween ever!!

I may get to elaborate later.